I will survive...

Lundi le 1er avril 2013

06h27, je mange mes céréales, machinalement…j’ai l’esprit ailleurs. Comment diable vais-je être capable de me concentrer sur mon travail aujourd’hui???

Comment vais-je passer au travers d’une telle semaine??? Ça fait plus de trois mois que j’en rêve, plus de trois mois que jour après jour je réussissais à me convaincre que l’on n’était pas fait l’un pour l’autre. Et la voilà qui redébarque dans ma vie. Vous connaissez la chanson intitulé ‘’I will survive’’ de Gloria Gaynor? Écoutez la chanson et suivez les paroles. Ce matin, c’est ça qui tourne en boucle dans ma tête. Demain ce sera p-être autre chose.

J'ai tant souhaité ce moment...mais en même temps je l'ai tant redouté.

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along

and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive

oh as long as i know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive (hey hey)

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high

and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little GUY (girl) who's
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive

oh as long as i know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive (oh)

Go on now go, walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive

oh as long as i know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
I will survive...!

Comment je vais faire....Ou est-ce que je vais puisser la force. Tant de questions, si peu de réponses.